emptiness...

        i feel so empty every time i scanned pictures of my classmates during my high school days. i was never part of any in crowd not even a crowd in any ways… i never counted years of friendship only days. i feel so envious every time i see pictures of them together…having their bonding times…the only pictures i have with them are my class pictures. i sometimes ask is it because i am poor…is it because i am ugly and i don’t have money for gimiks. i never gone to the same school they have attended…i often ask whose to blame and what to blame…