toystory 3

    It was my first time to watch toystory 3 and it really left me teary and swollen eyes. It caught my heart not because I have so many toys but because of the reality that everything changes and everything come and go. As time pass by even though we want to hold on to something there will always come a time that we have to let go.
    Memories are the only thing that we can carry to forever. The movie taught me that I should expect that one day I will be losing things and maybe I'll be losing someone....that I should accept. I should learn to accept that change is part of everyone's life and it is always heartbreaking to leave something or someone but knowing that others will benefit makes it easier to accept. Acceptance is the key to make life easier. And all the while I though children movies are just meant for entertainment...now I know makers of these kind of films is sharing to us there lifeand teaching us lessons. Leaving us there memories.

emptiness...

        i feel so empty every time i scanned pictures of my classmates during my high school days. i was never part of any in crowd not even a crowd in any ways… i never counted years of friendship only days. i feel so envious every time i see pictures of them together…having their bonding times…the only pictures i have with them are my class pictures. i sometimes ask is it because i am poor…is it because i am ugly and i don’t have money for gimiks. i never gone to the same school they have attended…i often ask whose to blame and what to blame…