toystory 3

    It was my first time to watch toystory 3 and it really left me teary and swollen eyes. It caught my heart not because I have so many toys but because of the reality that everything changes and everything come and go. As time pass by even though we want to hold on to something there will always come a time that we have to let go.
    Memories are the only thing that we can carry to forever. The movie taught me that I should expect that one day I will be losing things and maybe I'll be losing someone....that I should accept. I should learn to accept that change is part of everyone's life and it is always heartbreaking to leave something or someone but knowing that others will benefit makes it easier to accept. Acceptance is the key to make life easier. And all the while I though children movies are just meant for entertainment...now I know makers of these kind of films is sharing to us there lifeand teaching us lessons. Leaving us there memories.

emptiness...

        i feel so empty every time i scanned pictures of my classmates during my high school days. i was never part of any in crowd not even a crowd in any ways… i never counted years of friendship only days. i feel so envious every time i see pictures of them together…having their bonding times…the only pictures i have with them are my class pictures. i sometimes ask is it because i am poor…is it because i am ugly and i don’t have money for gimiks. i never gone to the same school they have attended…i often ask whose to blame and what to blame…

possibilities: Existence....

possibilities: Existence....: " All the events that happen in our life are always with different people who come and go. But one thing is for sure we always have ou..."

Existence....

      All the events that happen in our life are  always with different people who come and go. But one thing is  for sure we always have our own say on what we want to happen in our life. People around may say bad  things about us but who cares about their opinion, as long as we know our self and we stand and believe on what is true.
     But sometimes the truth can be bend by other people...and I always wonder why are there people  who exist  to make other people miserable. Maybe they exist to let us see that there are so many beautiful things in this world that others can not appreciate.
     Have we ever asked ourselves why do we exist in this world...are we here to be a burden to others or are we here as a guiding light to people that surrounds us...may they not be close in our hearts or people we truly love.

I am proud

                I was not born with a silver spoon in my mouth. But I gave a good fight in the different battles in my life. Some people may think that I’m so tough but deep within me there’s crying heart.

                As I came across to the different people in my life…I have realized that I was way miles apart from their lifestyles. I could not afford fashionable dress…can’t even change my shoes every year and can’t even speak straight English when I was in elementary.

                I never regretted every single days in my life though I can see that I was not in the “in” crowd. I grown to love what we have and learned to accept that in this world people are not equal.

                …And now that I’m starting a new chapter in my life and look back at all the memories in my life and I can say that I am proud that those memories made me stronger a great foundation of personality.

                I now realized I may never give all the gold in this world to my son but who cares about that I can give him ALL THE LOVE IN THIS WORLD…and I can proudly say nobody can give that only a mother like me can do that.